Five Days Into the New Year.

By: Kutrina Price

Five days into the New Year, I find myself wrapped in a warm blanket waiting for the doctor to come in an perform a Mammogram Biopsy. As I lay there staring at the ceiling, a combination of emotions ran through my mind. A woman’s face I knew appeared before me. The doctor and radiologist technician entered the room but their greetings were cut short when another radiologist tech rushed in saying “Doc you’re needed back in the other room.” If I’m being honest fear tried to torment me, every time I tried to envision how the procedure would go, my heart would race, and my chest would tighten. Once again, the lady I knew flashed before me. I did not like the way my fears made me feel, so I sat and touched the ultrasound screen and began praying and declaring “I am healed”, “The cysts are dried up”, “No tumors nor Cancer” “No more abnormal mammograms.” As I lay waiting for the doctor to return, I asked “Lord why is the lady being flashed before me?” I was quickly reminded that what I was experiencing was not for me but for someone else. I needed to have faith in God and believe wholeheartedly that all is well. I needed to encourage the lady to refocus, trust God and his process.

Yes, I know that God does not want us to have a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and a sound mind. However, I have a human side too. The 1 hour and 30-minute wait seemed to take forever, so I used that time to be quiet and commune with the Lord, remembering the word I had hidden in my heart. Finally, the doctor and the radiologist returned. They explained the procedure and asked if I had any questions. I replied, “No sir, because my trust is in God that he will guide you” The doctor smiled and said, “That is the best answer.” I turned my head away as the procedure was being done. I did not feel anything, but I could hear a clicking noise and with each click, I could hear the Radiologist saying “It’s gone! Gone! Gone! Gone!” I smiled and exclaimed “Jesus!!!!” The doctor said, “I am done,” and the Radiologist said, “Looks like you got out all of the cysts because I don’t see it on the ultrasound anymore.” The doctor asked if I was ok, and I answered “Yes, it wasn’t even how I had imagined it would be.”

The nurse then gave me a folded-up piece of paper, it was taped and had my name on the front. The letter was from someone a total stranger who God instructed me to write a note to and encourage on my way out of my doctor’s visit a few weeks previously. This person saw me on my way up to the floor, we greeted each other and smiled. Some of the words from the letter were:” Your energy is low, I can tell but hopefully this will boost your day”, “No matter how hard the fight is, fight harder”. As I continued read tears began to roll down my cheek, but it reminded me to trust and to never let anyone or anything make me feel low because on this day and the days coming up to this day, I was quiet. At one point I wanted to cancel the vision board event, but I continued to press. I was believing I was healed but my unbelief was trying to get the best of me.

It was now time for me to go see the nurse to get my bandages. While waiting on her I did like the Leper that went back to Jesus to thank him. I paced back and forth across the floor giving Jesus all the praise and honor for my healing.

The fifth day in the New Year has given me a divine revelation of who God really is in my life. The Great Physician. It took a lot of courage for me to write this, but a post I read this morning from one of my Facebook friend titled JUST DO IT was confirmation for me it’s time. I pray and hope that you reading this will continue to grow your relationship with Jesus Christ because through our relationship with Him we are healed physically, emotionally, and spiritually if only we BELIEVE!

Ok fast forward to today January 10, 2022, my cell rings, and the lady on the other end says “hello is this Ms. Price” I replied “yes” with excitement in her voice she says “I have great news for you, your test results show everything is good, there is no need for you to come in on tomorrow for your results. The doctor wants you to make sure you return for annual follow-up”.

I continued to have faith and believe that I was healed.

God I thank you!